__ feelings

well,
i got almost wat i wanted for prelims.
so i shud be happy.


yet somehow
i feel so lost in this whole process.
random thoughts have been running through my mind.


the end of O's marks the start of many things
-more freedom to go out
-more excuses to go out (darn, i said that alr)
-chances to do anything u want
-a whole new life
-a whole new school life
-a whole new love


etc etc etc



like darn.
its realie
so much to do, so little time...
):



im feeling bloody shitty now
i dont know why.










i dont wanna run away
but i cant take it
i realie dont understand.
why does it feel so right when its obviously wrong
im tired of the whole thing.
its not that i dont love you.
i still do.
just that im just so bloody tired
i know you are too.
i think.
i guess this marks the end of everything.
im glad it happened.



-out